I felt the hand of God and yet I turned away.
I felt his presence there at break of day.
I heard him call to me, but in my humanity,
I turned away.
And yet he still remained as I walked away;
with his hand outstretched to me.
And though I did not see the tears of Calvary
he wept them once again for me!
I walked through troubled days in restless wandering.
My soul could not find rest in earthly things.
My weary heart cried out for answers to life’s pain.
And I sang the songs of humanity.
Out of my lostness came the cry of Adam’s race.
I sang their cold despair with tears upon my face.
Then, with gentle hands, he drew me back to him.
Praise be to God, for I am home again!
Yes, he still remains as we walk away;
with hands outstretched to you and me.
And though we do not see the tears of Calvary,
he weeps them once again for you and me!
c.2001 Donna Swanson








