Posts Tagged: ‘children’

WHEN DID YOU COME?

05/03/2011 Posted by mindsinger

 

When Did You Come?

When did you come on those long ago nights?

In the deepest dark or the pale twilight?

Where did you chooseto lie with a child

to lock her awayin that nightmare so wild?

 

What did you do that frightened her so,

so she never dared trust and never dared grow?

 

Who was the monster who came in the night

and took away childhood’s   bright, shining eyes?

Why did you do it?

Why didn’t you fear

the God who was watching His little one there?

 

What happened to make youthe way you were?

Who forged the chains of hate and fear?

Someday I’ll knowwhat happened then

and see my childrun free again!

THE CAROUSEL RIDER

04/21/2011 Posted by mindsinger

 

The old man climbed on the carousel

with trembling step and slow.

No one who watched him standing there

could be expected to know

 

The depth of his love for the charming beasts

who waited in stately stride;

To carry the children on their backs,

a token for a ride.

 

He chose a seat on a chariot

pulled by a prancing fawn,

And smiled as the children laughed and waved

to their parents on the ground.

 

The organ commenced a rousing tune,

the creaking giant stirred.

The old man’s eyes grew misty and soft

and he spoke, though no one heard.

 

“I shaped you with care and my hands still know

the dimensions of every line.

How it feels to follow the tangled curve

of mane and trappings fine.

 

They call me a master carver I hear.

They marvel how a man could know

Enough to bring such creatures to life

and set them spinning so.

 

I wonder what they’d think if they knew

my amazement matches their own.

That I marvel myself at the magic I wrought;

the beauty of grace and form!”

 

The ride waltzed on to the cadence sweet

as the old man dreamed and dozed.

And no one knew who rode that day

on a gilded chariot throne.

 

Illions, Dentzel, Muller, Carmel?

Were they all dreaming there?

Or was it Morris, Parker or Louff,

Herschel, Zoller or Dare?

 

We never know who rides with us

and shares our world so fair.

What memories flow from a carver’s hand

and drift on the summer air.

 

But those who love the carousel

know a secret shared by few.

That each carver rides the carousel

as surely as we do

 

 

The music stopped, the ponies paused,

the laughing children ran

To waiting arms and other rides

and no one saw the man

 

As he walked into the afternoon

with trembling step and slow.

No one but the ponies

who whinnied a soft, “Farewell!”

 

c.2011 Donna Swanson

THE JOURNEY BEGINS

04/11/2011 Posted by mindsinger

 

We’re going on a journey, you and I.

We’re going into the wilderness

In search of a child.

You see, someone told her to hide.

And no ones else told her

She didn’t have to do that..

They told her to be good.

To be helpful.

to be quiet

to love God

and to obey her elders.

But no one told her she didn’t have to hide.

 

They said, “children should be seen

and not heard”

“I’m too busy, go play!”

They said, “Don’t interrupt when

we’re busy

or talking

or resting.”

But no one said, “Don’t listen to him

or do what he says.”

 

So she carefully hid herself from them.

She became a conspirator

in a game she didn’t want to play.

Her screams are silent.

Her rage is bound within clenched jaws

and knotted stomach.

The walls of her dungeon are thick and high.

It’s hard to see people through them.

It’s especially hard to see God.

 

But she has left us clues.

Because she doesn’t want to stay there.

She wants to break out

and dance in the sunshine.

She wants to know it’s OK to be pretty

and feminine

and even sexy.

 

But the fear that built her prison

is very strong

and it’s hard to trust those

who would tear down the walls.

After all, he might be gone

but the rage is not.

Where will the rage go?

Who will it hurt?

Will it be as uncontrollable

as a breaking dam?

She has a lot to fear.

 

We know she’s nearby.

We can feel her trembling.

We can almost hear her telling her story

over

and over

and over.

Endlessly repeating it where no one hears.

Keeping the grown-up child so busy

she can’t concentrate

on important things.

The whispering child

sitting in the darkness.

Holding tightly to all the feelings

I need to feel.

c.2011, Donna Swanson, from With Heart Divided