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RACHEL’S DAUGHTERS: the other side of Christmas

12/14/2011 Posted by mindsinger

 


(Rachel is visiting her mother in Bethlehem. She is pregnant with her first child and unable to sleep.)
Rachel turned, pushing the coarse woolen cloak from her shoulder.  One bare foot stretched into the coolness of the night.  She couldn’t sleep.  She was thirsty.  She rose quietly from the bench, gathered her cloak and walked to the water jar by the door.

Dipping a cup of water from the stone container, she drank, then slipped on her sandals and stepped into the yard.   The air was chilly but her cloak was warm and she sat in the moonlight beneath the olive tree.  The fragrance of herbs and flowers filled the night air and the stars were a shining canopy above her.   Rachel’s thoughts turned to her mother.

“Oh, Jehovah, please heal her.  I need her so much.”  As if in response to her worry, the child she was carrying rolled and kicked reminding her of that need.  “How will I nourish and care for this little one without her wise counsel?”Tears stung her eyes and traced the soft curve of her cheek.  “Jehovah, mighty God of Father Abraham, hear my prayer.  Heal my mother with your mighty power.  You who named the stars, who made a nation from slaves!”  Her voice faltered.  Who was she to tell God his business?   “I leave her in your loving hands, Father.  Amen.”

Rachel sat quietly until, lifting her head and flexing her shoulders, she realized how chilly the air had become.  How long had she been sitting here?   She rose from the bench and walked to the grapevine, plucked a small stem of fruit and turned back to the house. As she turned, she saw a strange glow in the sky coming from the hills beyond Bethlehem.  The faintest stirring of music trembled on the air as her ears tensed to catch it.      Music?  How could there be music?  The light pulsed and flickered, so faint, yet so real.  She fell to her knees beside the bench. She could almost hear words in the music.

She strained to see, to hear the distant sound.  The low hills around the shepherds’ caves shone with a dancing light.   Mystery, a sense of awesome power, made her tremble with emotion.      Then, the glow faded.  The night was silent –a chilly Bethlehem night.  She looked around, feeling foolish for kneeling in a dark, empty yard.   Awkwardly she rose from the ground, pulled her cloak more closely around her shoulders and made her way back to bed.  A feeling of peace settled over her as warm as the cloak she drew over her body and, as sleep overtook her, she wondered if what she had experienced was an illusion.  Had she really heard music?

~*~

(Later, Rachel is telling her parents what she experienced but is interrupted.)
Rachel turned to answer him.  But before she could speak, Jacob burst into the house.  ”Rachel!  Simeon, it’s happened!  You’ve got to see Him!  Wait ’til I tell you what happened to us last night!”  His eyes danced and his hands trembled as he took Rachel’s face between them. “I’ve seen angels and I’ve seen the Messiah!  Oh, Rachel!  He’s come, He’s come!”

“Jacob, what are you saying?  Why aren’t you with the sheep?  What are you doing in Bethlehem?”      ”Let me sit down and catch my breath.”  Rachel’s husband pulled up the low stool, filling the room, as he always did, with his lively presence. “Forgive me, Naomi, how are you feeling?  Rachel left word you were ill.”

Naomi waved aside his query, “I’m feeling better, Jacob.  Tell us your news!”

“Yes. Let me start from the beginning.”  He grew still, collecting his thoughts. “We were to stand night watch for the flocks. David and Gideon took the dogs and settled the sheep while Dan and I gathered a quick supper.”  He turned to Rachel, who set a plate of food before him.  ”That’s when Rahab told me you’d come down here.”      The food remained untouched as he continued, “We had the flock settled for the night.  Gideon and I drew the first watch, and I was enjoying the peace and bright moonlight.”  In a voice filled with wonder, Jacob continued. “I was looking at the stars when, all of a sudden, the heavens became brighter than noonday.  The trees, the rocks, the sheep, everything was shining. And then I saw a man standing in the sky!  I know it sounds unbelievable, but he was.  And he wasn’t just a man.  He was dressed in robes brighter than the light, and his hair was like polished brass. I knew he must be an angel.  And then he began to glow even brighter.”

His audience listened with rapt attention.  ”The light seemed to come from him and from around him, too.  Gideon and I fell on our faces in fear.  The dogs began barking.  Dan and David woke up to all the light, and they were as terrified as we were.  Just when our fear was greatest, the angel spoke.”

“He spoke to you?!” Rachel’s eyes went wide with wonder.

“Yes!  He said, ‘Don’t be afraid, for I bring you good news of great joy.’  I’ll never forget those words!  ’Great joy to all people.’ He said, ‘Unto you is born this day in the City of David, a Savior, who is Christ the Lord.’ And then he gave us a sign. He said we would find the babe in a manger, wrapped in swaddling clothes.”

“And you found Him?”  Naomi touched the hand of her son-in-law.

“We did.  But before we left, the sky opened up and we saw thousands of angels!  They were praising God, and they promised us peace here on earth.”

“Then what, Jacob?” Simeon leaned toward the young shepherd.

“We set the dogs to watch the flocks and headed for Bethlehem.  I told the others that Eli would know where to find the baby if anyone did, so we went to the inn and woke him up.  He wasn’t happy to see us at that hour of the night, and he said no baby had been born there.     “But when we started telling him about the angels, he raised his hand to stop us.

He said he just remembered a young couple who had stopped there the night before.  ’I could see the woman was at the end of her strength, so I told the stable boy to put fresh straw in one of the stalls out in the stable.’

“That’s it! I told the others. The angel said a manger!’  We hurried to the cave where they kept the animals.  You know how big Eli’s cave is.  There were animals everywhere. But Eli had his lantern, and guided us to the back where one pen had been curtained off from the rest.  A young man met us there and asked us why we’d come.  I told him we’d come to worship the Savior.  And, you know, he didn’t seem at all surprised.  He just gave us a smile and motioned us in.     “A candle burned above the stall but we wouldn’t have been able to see without the lantern Eli carried.”  Jacob paused and looked tenderly at Rachel, “How pure and sweetly that little one slept, Rachel.  His mother lay resting on the straw, but her husband picked up the child so we could see better.  We fell to our knees as the words of the angel echoed in our hearts,  ’A Savior, who is Christ, the Lord.’  Oh, Rachel!  We saw the Messiah!”

“How did he look, Jacob?  How did you know it was Him?”

“It’s hard to explain,” Jacob answered. “He looked like any newborn baby, but we sensed a presence there. It was as though we could still feel the angels standing around us.  No, kneeling around us!  All of heaven was worshipping with us.  Shepherds, Rachel, the angels came to shepherds!”

~*~

(The Christ Child has come, but danger has come to Bethlehem and Rachel is hurrying back to her home, the shepherd’s cave in the hills.  Suddenly, a band of soldiers meets them on the road…)
The second soldier drew his sword and thrust it through thesmall body dangling from his captain’s hand.  Barak’s screamswere cut short and his lifeless body flung back at Rachel.Struggling to her feet as the body struck her chest, she fellwith Barak in her arms.A voice is heard in Ramah, weeping and great mourning,Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted,because they are no more!

~*~
This is an excerpt from the book, RACHEL’S DAUGHTERS: The Other Side of Christmas.  It is available from Amazon.com.

http://www.amazon.com/RACHELS-DAUGHTERS-ebook/dp/B002TG4PAY/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1323891737&sr=1-2

OLD MAN, MY LOVE

11/06/2011 Posted by mindsinger

 

The years have flown away, my love,

and suddenly we are not young.

Do you know, old man,

when the stairs grew long and high?

Do you know what happened to the spring in your step,

or the silky shine of my hair?

 

Can you tell me why

we didn’t grow wise a little sooner?

Why we used so thoughtlessly

the treasures we were born with?

Our riches are almost gone.

They slipped away in golden sunsets

and meadows of buttercups.

 

Some, we spent wisely.

The tender moments of love;

the awesome hours of childbirth and parenthood.

And the laughter, old man, the laughter!

And the times when, caught up in labors of love,

we sought the night for rest

and ease from happy exhaustion.

 

Oh, yes, some we spent wisely.

I almost think the wisdom and the laughter

made up for some of the foolishness.

for the many times we did not love,

or those empty days when we allowed boredom

to capture our imagination

and hold our creativity in bondage.

 

Some would label many of our hours unproductive.

As we walked the fields or sat in silence

beside a singing stream.

But I rejoice in knowing we took the time

to lay up some treasures for today!

 

Ah, but they are done so soon, my love!

Like the tide rushing out to sea,

the past keeps flowing away.

And we are not the sea.

And we are not the shore.

 

No, my love, we are but grass;

alive in this form only for a season -

owing our existence to those who stood here yesterday,

paying that debt with seed for tomorrow.

 

But we stood tall, old man!

Though we are bent and lame just now,

we remember when our bodies were young and whole

and capable of expressing our love for life

and for one another!

 

Don’t weep, old man.

Though we may be allowed a sigh or two.

But only one or two,

for we have each other and we are not alone.

 

When the day comes to part.

On that day when one of us spins away on the sea tide-

the one remaining will sway on the shoreline -

ragged and tattered in the sunshine,

but wise, old man!

 

Knowing full well our days are not ended.

Knowing you wait beyond seeing

but not beyond reaching.

waiting, old man, my love, for my own journey

on the sea.

And the incredible journeying beyond.

 

But, just now, hold me close.

Enjoy these hours of quiet

when we can finally take the time

to know ourselves and each other.

When we can spend the last and most precious

of our golden moments wisely.

But with abandon and joy, old man!

With abandon and joy!

“““““““““““““

c.2011/ SPLINTERS OF LIGHT, Donna Swanson

 

 

 

COME TO ME

11/02/2011 Posted by mindsinger

My child,

I have loved you with an awesome

and a mighty love.

Before the foundations of the earth

were laid,

before the singing suns

rose in the dawning of time,

I knew you.

 

My little child,

you are the most precious of my

possessions.

I love you beyond the height or depth

of your understanding.

My joy and my delight are in you,

and the wonder in your eyes

echoes the ceaseless, ever-renewing

surge of my creativity.

 

You were made for the Heavens;

to walk unshackled through eternity

and to walk by my side.

Come to me, your Creator,

your sustainer,

your Father.

Step into my kingdom.

Enter now the place I have prepared for you.

Embark upon that royal road

that begins in this life,

and continues beyond eternity!

 

My little one,

as I have loved you in this shadowed world,

as I have delighted in your presence,

laughed and wept with you,

so will I love you in that place

where shadows are swallowed up in joy!

And there I will gently draw the mist from your eyes,

the veil from your understanding,

and you will grasp in reality

what you now hold in faith.

 

Child,

here you have given me trust and love

and obedience.

There, I will surround you with my presence

and place in your hands

the Morning Star!

 

 

 

c.2011, Donna Swanson